Stop I Love You

Stop I Love You

Summary: this is an Salad days fic i guess you could say it has the characters Ren and Ash in it. The poem in  the story isn't mine so don't give me credit for it and don't sue me either all you well get is my clothes if you do i am that poor.....anyway on with the fic.Also its kinda sad so please be caerful if you don't like sad but don't worry has a good ending i think.

Rating Pg-13...i guess

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Once she wrote a poem and called it "Chops" because that was the name of her dog, and what it was all about.

She stood up at her desk in English class holding the thin piece of paper in her hand.Her long black her falling into her stunning red eyes. She wore black baggy pants with a black belt. Her boots where black as well with white skulls on the laces. Her t shirt was black as well, and the zip up hoody she  wore was blood red.

The teacher gave her an "A" and a gold star, and her mother hung it on the kitchen door, and read it to all her aunts.

She sat down when her poem ended , waiting for the last class of the day to end as well. She paid no attention to the world around her nor the sad eyes of her teachers or the other pair of eyes on her.

Once she wrote another poem and called it "Question Marked Innocence." Because that was the name of her grief and what it was all about.

When the classed ended she made her way to the girls bathroom to be by herself. Walking into the stall she rolled up her sleeves and cut herself . She watched as the color red filled her hand and fell into the floor below.

The professor gave her an "A" and a strange steady look, and her mother never hung it on the kitchen door, because she never let her see it...

Walking out of the stall she rolled her sleeves back down, and tucked the small pocket knife away. Before walking back out into the hallways of her school.

Once at 3 am she tried another poem and she called it absolutely nothing, because thats what it was all about.

Walking to her locker she opened it got her stuff out, before shutting and locking it back. Leaving the school she walked to the gate and into safe waiting arms. She  breathed a sigh of relief as she hugged herself closer to the shorter girl that was holding her.

She gave herself an "A" and a slash on each damp wrist, hung it on her bedroom door, because she  couldn't reach the kitchen.

She lowered her head in shame feeling the fingers on her bleeding arms. She was forced to lift her head back up by the other hand her eyes meet the other girls eyes. before the girl looked down at her wrist again and she closed her eyes in shame once more. Warm lips sucked her cuts clean before they soon moved to kiss each cut gently. You could hear the soft sound of her opening her bag and grabbing something out of it then she slowly began to wrap up the  wrists.

Ren opened her eyes once more to stare at Ash she opened her mouth to speak but the only words that where heard weren't hers neither was the voice "I wish you would stop....because you know i love you." Ren smiled and kissed Ash on the lips. She never had to cut her wrists again after that, because she was finally loved.

The END